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The Cliff Day 1
Our tour guide leads us up the mountain.
Up to a cliff, high above the small village.
We can see our cabin, sinking into fog.
The cliff is protected by a cairn, in memory of some forgotten hero.
We climb, hours of steps and jumps,
until we can see half the world from our crow’s nest.
The cliff juts out like a diving board, tempting you into a beautiful death.
We admire. I think. We descend.

Day 2
In my dreams I am flying.
An ancient bird, soaring above the small village.
Clouds, shrieking by me, appalled at my presence.
I am the wind, the dirt, the rush.
The jealous cairn looks on from its stThe Cliff by ~TheButton

It Hurts It hurts. Not

now. Not
while I'm putting on eyeliner. Not
while I'm sliding into my skirt. Not
even when my girlfriends and their boyfriends come to

Steal me away.
But it hurts. It hurts

to wake up alone. It hurts
to imagine every kiss as a lie. It hurts
to try to forget. It hurts
every time my friends say

You used me.
But it doesn't hurt now. Not

while I'm at the party. Not
while I'm desired. Not
when I meet a cute stranger.
And definitely not
when he leads me into the bedroom to

Lie to me for the night.It Hurts by ~TheButton

My Mistake Seeing her sitting there;
Alone, cold, crying
Because of my mistake.
It makes me feel like

Alone, cold; crying
At myself to make things right.
It makes me feel like
I’m sick.  I want to scream

At myself to make things right.
Sometimes I tell myself
“I’m sick.”  I want to scream
At her for trusting me.

Sometimes I tell myself
I love her, feeling so grateful
At her for trusting me.
Believing me when I told her

I love her.  Feeling so grateful
For someone to hold.
Believing me when I told her
I couldn’t leave her asking

For someone to hold.
I always thought
IMy Mistake by ~TheButton

Land of the Lost Oooooooo

Once I was a man
Once I was a boy
Once I was a baby
Alone

Once I was a child
Once I was a kid
Playing with his imaginary friend
Alone

Now I know the way
To the land of the lost
No one can turn me back
From the way

And since I've found my way
To the land of the lost
I don't need no one
To hold

Ooooooooo

Once I was so lonely
Once I was depressed
Once I was alone
Alone

Once I was so tired
Once I was too far gone
To care about anything at all
Alone

Now I know the way
To the land of the lost
No one can turn me back
From the way

And since I've found my way
To the land of the lost
I don't neLand of the Lost by ~TheButton

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Life is too complicated...

Dec 8, 2008, 7:23:37 PM by ~TheButton
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This journal won't make any sense. It's just me typing out a stream of consciousness of what I'm thinking...

It's so weird. It doesn't make sense. But at the same time it does. What I did was wrong, but instead of regret or sorrow, I just can't stop thinking about her. Which is stupid. It's wrong, and stupid. And that obviously means that something isn't right. But at the same time, I don't know what to do. Because I'll regret it if it doesn't end, but I'll regret it if it does end. And I don't think I'd regret one more than the other. But in one, someone besides me gets hurt, and the other way I'm the only one getting hurt. But at the same time I've already hurt her, she just doesn't know it. So either way, everyone is just fucked. I wish this all could have worked itself out long ago and we could all just move on and be okay. But life doesn't work like that. Life has to be a bitch and get all complicated. Anyone wanna put me in a coma?

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~SithielElenbereth Jan 10, 2008

Sam, 'Be a Man' makes me feel like slapping someone and hugging someone at the same time... *confused shifty glance*

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~TheButton Jan 11, 2008

I feel stupid. I guess I didn't put the lyrics up on here so you obviously would have heard the recording. Oops. *smacks head against wall*

~SithielElenbereth Jan 11, 2008

No, you see, I'm psychic... so I just knew what the lyrics were. lol. Yeah, I was listening to Hannah's music... and I couldn't remember what you page was.. so I googled you. XD intimidated yet? lol. I do love the song, but at the same time I hate it... more like I hate the content that it portrays, and I love the way it's written and the fact that you wrote about it.. if that makes sense?

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